2018 Springtime in Niagara

     Hi, its almost May and I am starting the construction season in full swing. While many parts of my life have changed over the years, work has been one of the exceptions. Its been the one thing that I have continued to keep a commitment with. I do have a job I enjoy, is outside, and provides me with a steady source of good income, as well as a pension fund second to none. Its no wonder it the one thing in my life that I have remained totally committed to.
     Ok that's enough of the easy stuff, man my family has not talked to me in over a year. I refuse to go to their house after my last visit a year ago. The day I go to my parents house and do not feel welcomed in the least, and then to be belittled by someone who years ago told me" my step father wasn't in this relationship for more kids he has kids of his own" was the last straw. I have been asked what is wrong and have not said nothing over the phone by way of emails. I have not had a visit in 3 yrs. We all live in the same city and drive. I have been cast aside for the last time by my mother and her mates. My sister lives with my mom so I don't hear from her or my only nephew either. So that part of my life is a fukn disaster. Life goes on and guess what, STILL NO DOPE!!!!!! Of course, I am smiling cuz its still soooo good. Ive heard some snikers and questions about my separation with my family = drug use by me. WRONG and I told my mom just like that. It was soo cool to tell her she knew fuk all. Yet it was the truth so it was sooooo cool and all. Not right to feel that way, its the truth though. OK folks stay safe and min by min stay clean.