Life Gets Better,I Promise!!!

Well its been way to long.Alot of water has travelled under many bridges.I am happy to report that all is well!!!I am in the most spectacular relationship ever.Kim is one very special woman.There were no walls or barriers set up from the very beggining.She has taught me that its ok to tell the other half ALL.From day one she commanded RESPECT.i am happy to say that she has taught me so much.She really tries to understand all area's of addiction.She has never been an addict.So how does someone like me meet someone who has shown some smarts and is lucky and strong enough to have fought battles and still stay clean.Well i can tell ya why,cuz I really do deserve it.Them words,for me,are still hard to comprehend.Its hard to believe that I do trully believe them.I have never been more secure about myself,my partner,and my dedication to stay clean and off of all things that will DESTROY everything that means anything to me.Cuz thats exactly what would happen if i chose to go back.Yes i still have to make decisions to stay clean.Allthough usually not 5 times a day anymore.Life has never been so wonderfull!! I still have not received any mail from anybody.I WILL ALLWAYS CHECK.YOU CAN REACH ME AT glampman68@msn.com ANYTIME,I CHECK THIS REGULARLY.THANKS,STAY STRONG!!!