Sunday, February 7, 2010

Life is Great

Well its been almost 1 year from my last post.It justblows my mind that nobody has even asked a question.I started this with the thought of helping someone through a tough time.Now maybe its time to try and post more regularly,then people would have more faith.My e-mail is on here and that is what i check alot.Life has been going great.Lets see where to start,i am still with the most beautifull woman i have ever met.We have done so much this last year.Just got back from 1 week in the dominican republic.This would have never happened if i was not clean.My long lost sister celebrated her 1 year clean.She is a warrior,i have watched her progress very closely.She was hardcore,on cocaine and synthetic heroin(oxy-contin,and morphine)She is on methadone to help with opiate withdrawl.There is nothing for the withdrawl of cocaine,contrary to some beliefs,the real withdrawl to cocaine is all mental.The mental fascination is emmence.So with alot of soul searching and family support she is clean.With myself and my sister both overcoming huge addicitons,we are both so lucky.I mean we really are beating the odds.The odds of 2 addicts in the same familly both conquering thier demons at different times is so unheralded.The odds were so stacked against us,and through hard work,determination and friends and family with undying support has helped get closer to the final product that will allow us to be happy is now a living dream.My mother is as happy as i have ever seen.She finally has all her children safe and clean.I am so proud of my sister and of myself.We both realize just how much we have lost,and just how selfish we had been.If we work hard,have some good support in place,we can overcome all!!!!

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