Great day,Kimmy(my special partner) and i did some shopping and purchased tickets to a night of rock n roll.There is a benefit for Haiti in our city next month.Featured will be awesome tribute bands that cover The Allman Brothers,The Band,and The Gratefull Dead.Should be a really fun night,for a very worthwhile cause.Since Kimmy and i were on the island durning the earthquake,we feel a connection to the people and island as a whole.While we have donated some allready, we are happy to be able to help a little more.Since getting off of the drugs that i allowed to consume my life,giving never felt so good and rewarding.Man i have feelings.For so many years i went without feelings.I blanked out everything.I had lost my partners,friends,and family,so i learned to cope by shutting down alot of emotions.I wouldn't allow people to get close to me for the fear of losing more really scared me.Everyday i am so happy to have made the choice to surrender,and admit that i was powerless over the drug,it controlled me.Today i am in control.I talk from the bottom of my heart,and everyday is a gift.No matter how deep you are in addiction,there is hope and promise.Just check your ego and pride aside and ask for help by addmiting there is a problem,Keep an open mind.Never lose hope.You CAN OVERCOME !!!!!!!